Showing posts with label tension. Show all posts
Showing posts with label tension. Show all posts

Thursday, 9 June 2011

The State of Mind! Again?!


Train wreck. That explains me quite accurately. I'm not sure what, but my mind is what explains all these. Let's unravel some of the problems I face, in point form better :-


  • Add Maths, damn hard!
  • Friends, some of them won't even help
  • Teachers, or 'hellraisers' to be precise
  • The 'New' Rules, the schools "improved" rules
  • End-year exam, what am I gonna crap again this time
  • Some undone HW, quite a reason
  • Koleq's future, with everything already happened, it's just hell there
  • That damned Finale, trust me, it's a blessing-turned-curse situation
  • That damned training regime, I need to breathe damnit!
  • The juniors future, I don't want to leave them dead
  • I'm an arse, quite the selfish arse I am
  • Pondering on the future, self-explanatory
  • Mid-teen crisis' (?), maybe there is such a thing
  • Sleepless nights, don't know the cause of this
  • Hectic life at school, get's even worse
  • No time, when the heck am I to do my personal stuff?
  • Lot's of stuff left to do, stuff to do in class 
  • People getting emotional on me for my problems, who the shit are you to judge me?
  • Feel worst for being the crap I am, self-explanatory
  • Keeps thinking of an unsolvable problem, it's unsolvable nuff said
  • Staying at the same spot, when the hell am I going to move on?
  • Coping with stress, that itself is stressful
Frankly speaking, I'm surprised to see all these. I thought I'd barely had problems. Seriously, if I'm ever going to improve in anyway, I'm guessing all of this have to go away but the question of 'how' would pop out and makes the conditions worse. It's just something that you can't wipe off in a single day. Oh God, please give me the solution(s) for this. Amin..

Wednesday, 26 August 2009

A bit tensed...

After a while with our Custodians, we were abit off to the edge due to the fact that a lot of crappy stuff have been publicized to our school thus tarnishing our precious 0812 (refer last post) ...

Well, the story started like this. *flashback starts*

Such a lovely/creeepy view.
Brings me bad memoirs...


One morning, it was Saturday so it was darned inspection day. My dorm passed with sparkling colors *literally* so we went down for our weekly assembly in the room *snicker*. It was all normal until one of our Custos announced this particularly intruiging story. Well, we were not suprised our warden stood up and said "This must be brought forward to the Vice Principle of Student Affairs" and then BOOM it was like something out of the ordinary because cases are once in a green moon.. This wasn't the catch yet, after a week or so, one of the 'mulut tempayan'ed custodian spread the story. The whole school is now 'usha slack' towards 0812, including the teachers. This brings a very ******* effect towards us....

This is a picture that I took after the assembly,
it eased my tense abit...

Wednesday, 22 July 2009

Random POST.....

A neat post of randomness...
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