Train wreck. That explains me quite accurately. I'm not sure what, but my mind is what explains all these. Let's unravel some of the problems I face, in point form better :-
Add Maths, damn hard!
Friends, some of them won't even help
Teachers, or 'hellraisers' to be precise
The 'New' Rules, the schools "improved" rules
End-year exam, what am I gonna crap again this time
Some undone HW, quite a reason
Koleq's future, with everything already happened, it's just hell there
That damned Finale, trust me, it's a blessing-turned-curse situation
That damned training regime, I need to breathe damnit!
The juniors future, I don't want to leave them dead
I'm an arse, quite the selfish arse I am
Pondering on the future, self-explanatory
Mid-teen crisis' (?), maybe there is such a thing
Sleepless nights, don't know the cause of this
Hectic life at school, get's even worse
No time, when the heck am I to do my personal stuff?
Lot's of stuff left to do, stuff to do in class
People getting emotional on me for my problems, who the shit are you to judge me?
Feel worst for being the crap I am, self-explanatory
Keeps thinking of an unsolvable problem, it's unsolvable nuff said
Staying at the same spot, when the hell am I going to move on?
Coping with stress, that itself is stressful
Frankly speaking, I'm surprised to see all these. I thought I'd barely had problems. Seriously, if I'm ever going to improve in anyway, I'm guessing all of this have to go away but the question of 'how' would pop out and makes the conditions worse. It's just something that you can't wipe off in a single day. Oh God, please give me the solution(s) for this. Amin..