An End To A Chapter

Seems barren my blog these days, and I apologize for that. I haven't time to update stories during my studies especially close to my finals. Let's put that all behind and let the memories sink in. I'm done with the first part of Masscomm.

Even though it's only been a month since I've ended my first semester, I feel that it is necessary to rewind and reminisce the good times I've been through with my classmates. I would love to type and tell you the story of the first chapter in detail though I would definitely lose you guys the first paragraph. I am infamous for talking/sharing stories for what seems to be eons for listeners.

So, let the picture tell the tales. Besides, a picture is worth a thousand words. So these are already around a hundred thousand words already. That means I technically already I wrote a novel, with pics only! Meh, Who am I kidding? You get the point. Please ignore my lame jokes.

One of the earlier days of class. Didn't only lose weight but also lose my sense
of shyness getting to know a lot of new faces.

This bloke right here is Akmal from our class. Yes he is a tough guy and the eldest in our class. He's 20 if you're wondering. Look at his hair.

The guy with the stache is Silmi popping on the right of the picture. Your's Truly isn't in the picture since this was a hijacked shot. Often described as a brother from another mother. We're both are usually seen together. And there's Mukhsin, bottom left, the cool kid on the block.

We both do look a bit oriental

Yeah, this is part of my class. We're an awesome concoction of noisy, sporty, a bit of crazy, and a huge chunk of brainy all over.

All my classmates are all good-looking. Take the guy in red chequers, that's Dann, with two N's. Not sure why but he did highlighted the need for the double N in his name.

Don't tell me I didn't warn you. We are what they say 'havoc'. Remember what the interviewer said during the interview?(just CTRL+F and type in IV#2, and press enter a few times)

Judging by the pictures, it seems the I have caught the rather contagious selfie bug, but that might be the side effect of being in the social circle of my friends. I might have a liking for this selfie trend, if I'm honest.

All the learning and constant havoc has gotten the best of me

A dream yet to be fulfilled, as the journey unwinds thus facing new challenges ahead. Into Part 2 we go in a few more weeks.

'Till then

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The Start of The Maelstrom

It felt like yesterday that I started my 16th year life at school. Time really flies when you're having great time, worst or first it doesn't matter, time waits for no man. That's the harsh truth.

But nothing is something if you don't take what it has to offer to you. The year Two Thousand Eleven had a lot in store for me, and I was a sucker for it. I learnt a lot of values and lessons along the way. I've gained many friends, and subsequently, I've gained foes too. And I can't stress more on what I experienced the last year.

Amongst all the confusion and hectic moments, God gave me a preview of one of His graciousness. He introduced me to a precious feeling called Love. Yes, this is what I lived on last year, to be honest. Let me share with you a story. It all started on February. Allah subtly introduced me to one of His humble creations. It was her. It was my first time in 16 years that I felt Love. I have to agree that it is a very, very powerful feeling. A force that shouldn't be reckoned with, I say. I felt so happy, so euphoric, so fly. I knew that, that moment was a moment to be cherished. Yes I did. My feelings for her were strong. I knew I wanted to be her best ever, the man for the woman. I tried my best. Unknowingly, I've changed into a better person in that period. Somewhere in the middle, we hit a bump. It broke me into pieces, and as a side product, I've grown stronger, and better. I lived a lone wolf life after that.

I prayed to God. And I wanted Him to answer. And alhamdulillah he did. So, when His Graciousness gave me a second chance, I took it with no second thought. I was very grateful and happy. You know, I loved her very much, more than I love myself. That's a cold fact. Yes, I enjoyed every moment of it. Until, an unfortunate turn of events trashed me. It was the end of us. God denied us. I believed He has something better for us. I have faith in that.

So, that's the end of the story. Even though it has nothing much interesting, it holds something precious for me. And before ending this, to whoever you are, I just want to say thank you, for giving me on of the best moments in my life. And I apologize for whatsoever deeds that I have done wrong. I hope you do forgive me. I wish you the best of luck for 2012 and the upcoming years.

And whatever that waits for me this year, just know that, I'm being my best to become a better person. With that, I conclude.

I'm off to Koleq. Synonymously, I'm off to hell guys.

To those I care, take care. I don't want to hear you hurt. I'll be back later. I'll be better.

The State of Mind! Again?!

Train wreck. That explains me quite accurately. I'm not sure what, but my mind is what explains all these. Let's unravel some of the problems I face, in point form better :-

• Add Maths, damn hard!
• Friends, some of them won't even help
• Teachers, or 'hellraisers' to be precise
• The 'New' Rules, the schools "improved" rules
• End-year exam, what am I gonna crap again this time
• Some undone HW, quite a reason
• Koleq's future, with everything already happened, it's just hell there
• That damned Finale, trust me, it's a blessing-turned-curse situation
• That damned training regime, I need to breathe damnit!
• The juniors future, I don't want to leave them dead
• I'm an arse, quite the selfish arse I am
• Pondering on the future, self-explanatory
• Mid-teen crisis' (?), maybe there is such a thing
• Sleepless nights, don't know the cause of this
• Hectic life at school, get's even worse
• No time, when the heck am I to do my personal stuff?
• Lot's of stuff left to do, stuff to do in class 
• People getting emotional on me for my problems, who the shit are you to judge me?
• Feel worst for being the crap I am, self-explanatory
• Keeps thinking of an unsolvable problem, it's unsolvable nuff said
• Staying at the same spot, when the hell am I going to move on?
• Coping with stress, that itself is stressful

Frankly speaking, I'm surprised to see all these. I thought I'd barely had problems. Seriously, if I'm ever going to improve in anyway, I'm guessing all of this have to go away but the question of 'how' would pop out and makes the conditions worse. It's just something that you can't wipe off in a single day. Oh God, please give me the solution(s) for this. Amin..

Back to Koleq!!!

Frankly speaking, this is my first year that I really
can't wait to go back to school...

Can't wait to see my friends, but sadly its for three months only.

School's out?

It was just like yesterday, when I step out of school thinking that it was my last day there. And then a few more days later I'll embark to Perak. Time really flies when you are having fun....

Deja vu!!!

Balik dah..

Setelah dua minggu kita bercuti.
Tiba masa untuk pulang
Pulang ke taman ilmu dan iman.
Dengan perasaan hiba,
Ku melangkah kembali
Kembali ke alam ilmu
Bakal pulang pada bulan Ramadhan
Puasa menanti menyambut,
Kepulanganku yang dinanti-nantikan
Tidakkah,
Kau rasa keperitan
Yang ku hadapi selama ini?
Yang ku rasai selama ini?
Yang ku redahi selama ini?
Selamat tingal negeri Ehsan.
...

By- Wankoleq...

Gonna be home

LOL, now I'm at school. And I got some time to kill by hacking the school's computer system.

Well, just wanna type short. So hi dad and mum. Tiket bas dah habis, waaaaaaaaa!!!...

Abg tanya Faiq and he said " i dunno lagi lah, If I can I tell you"... Wow, effective sangat....

Eventhough it's almost freedom, the darned exams are killing me. I need something to kill my time.

Ooops, kantoi dengan cikgulah buat post ni... Nantilah... Bye mum and dad, luv you...