Thursday, 9 June 2011

The State of Mind! Again?!


Train wreck. That explains me quite accurately. I'm not sure what, but my mind is what explains all these. Let's unravel some of the problems I face, in point form better :-


  • Add Maths, damn hard!
  • Friends, some of them won't even help
  • Teachers, or 'hellraisers' to be precise
  • The 'New' Rules, the schools "improved" rules
  • End-year exam, what am I gonna crap again this time
  • Some undone HW, quite a reason
  • Koleq's future, with everything already happened, it's just hell there
  • That damned Finale, trust me, it's a blessing-turned-curse situation
  • That damned training regime, I need to breathe damnit!
  • The juniors future, I don't want to leave them dead
  • I'm an arse, quite the selfish arse I am
  • Pondering on the future, self-explanatory
  • Mid-teen crisis' (?), maybe there is such a thing
  • Sleepless nights, don't know the cause of this
  • Hectic life at school, get's even worse
  • No time, when the heck am I to do my personal stuff?
  • Lot's of stuff left to do, stuff to do in class 
  • People getting emotional on me for my problems, who the shit are you to judge me?
  • Feel worst for being the crap I am, self-explanatory
  • Keeps thinking of an unsolvable problem, it's unsolvable nuff said
  • Staying at the same spot, when the hell am I going to move on?
  • Coping with stress, that itself is stressful
Frankly speaking, I'm surprised to see all these. I thought I'd barely had problems. Seriously, if I'm ever going to improve in anyway, I'm guessing all of this have to go away but the question of 'how' would pop out and makes the conditions worse. It's just something that you can't wipe off in a single day. Oh God, please give me the solution(s) for this. Amin..

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